My creativity needs me to love it

I did a visualisation the other day where my I met with my creativity and I asked what they needed from me.

“I need to know you like me” was the reply.

I was pretty shocked by this reply.

My creative energy told me how they had felt hurt and rejected by me in the past and now needed to be sure that that wouldn’t happen again if it was going to show up.

My creative energy is a ball of energy, a bit chaotic. It follows a thread, a path I can’t see, and it doesn’t want to let go. When it leads I’m just along for the ride.

And I didn’t know this was okay.

So I didn’t know I could let it lead, let it be in charge. I thought I had to hide this part and so it felt rejected.